"We all shine on, like the moon, and the stars, and the sun." ~John Lennon: "Everybody seems to kerbabbled. Isn't this just a little superfluous?" Cindy Lou Who

Monday, December 19, 2011

"Everybody seems to kerbabbled. Isn't this just a little superfluous?" Cindy Lou Who

That's how I feel about the whole Christmas thing this year - kerbabbled & superfluous. It doesn't mean anything to me this year. It's all just stuff. Thanksgiving arrived - didn't feel it. Went shopping on Black Friday - still didn't feel it. Did Black Friday traditions with the in-laws - still didn't feel it. Put up the tree - didn't feel it. Sent gifts & cards - didn't feel it. Wrapped gifts & baked cookies - still don't feel it.

People have said they're sending the 3 ghosts after me, but I'm not greedy, I'm not being unfeeling or mean to my fellow man, I'm not hateful; so the ghosts wouldn't help me. I don't know what could get me in the holiday mood, but right now I think if it was just over I'd feel better. I don't know if I can keep faking it or not. Just 7 more days and it's DONE. I keep thinking about "next year" but why? I'm not even sure I'll make it through *this* year.

I just keep thinking of Dory from Finding Nemo. "Just keep swimming..."

Now off to finish & package some cookies for my coworkers. :(

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ilovemacaroniartJanuary 24, 2012 at 11:11 PM
Next year will be better I promise...Love you honey!
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