Tomorrow I see a Neuro-Ophthalmologist. Tonight I re-start Physical Therapy on my knees. Friday I see my Psychiatrist. I saw my GP last week, and I got new glasses/contacts on Saturday. I am officially falling apart. I still have to see the Electrophysiologist next month. I'm tired of seeing doctors much less seeing the specialists of specialists. Next week I see my Neurologist. What fun. I'm getting sick and tired of feeling sick and tired. I'm tired all the time. ALL. THE. TIME. No answers on that yet, but it's not Mono and it's not Lyme Disease. I think my fatigue is either related to my heart or I have Chronic Fatigue Syndrome. I hope it's my heart, but I wouldn't bet on it. 

I wish I had someone to make me breakfast and give me my AM pills. They'd also pack me a healthy lunch and make sure I take my supplements and then they'd cook dinner for Sawyer & me. They'd do the same for Sawyer as far as breakfast/lunch/medicine. Doctors don't seem to know how tiring all of that is. I need to be eating breakfast but I don't have the time or energy to make it. Same for lunch. I've been packing Lean Cuisines because they're relatively healthy and easy to make. I miss the days of packing salad but I just don't have the energy. It really sucks. 

I don't know why I'm writing this - much less posting it. I guess I want to throw myself a pity party. I want someone to notice how hard all of this is. I have to deal with all this health stuff PLUS work a full-time job and take care of the cats (feeding them - Sawyer cleans their litter boxes). I have no energy to do laundry, wash the dishes or straighten up the house. It's getting to be too much.